tflowers...I completely understand. I work in a very small office and every other female employee is divorced with grown (or nearly grown) children and they are all close to my age, 41. I have a 13, 9, 2 yo, and 11 month olds. My co-workers are talking about dating and I'm worrying about potty training and ear infections. I do have several close friends...one who has a 7 month old and she is late 30's and her dh 41. All I can say is that the blessings of having wee ones at a "ripe old age" far outweigh the feelings you are having now. I know from experience with my older kids that once they get to the age of sports (or whatever activity you might choose), you meet alot of people that way. Another of my best friends I met when my 13 yo started soccer at age 4. Hang around here and you're sure to get the supprt you need
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