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Today my son turned 19. The tear's began last night, continue right now, and will continue for the next week. I find myself constantly reliving the days we had together, the events that happened so that I will never forget. It has been 19 years today, and I am still an emotional wreck. I make sure to take the day before and of his birthday off work, so I can sit here read and search and cry. It doesn't get easier. Not for me at least.
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~My beautiful baby boy. Forever I carry you in my heart and in my memories. Know that you were not unloved or unwanted, for I would have sold my soul to keep you if I could have. I won't stop searching...
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