Everywhere I go, everything I do, reminds me of him. I just want to find some closure and move on. I want to have a conversation for once, and his name not even be mentioned. Even things I wouldn't think of remind me of him. Looking my bf in the eyes gets harder and harder everyday-as Z has his gorgeous blue eyes. I hear a song on the radio and somehow it's about my little boy, or related to in some way. I see baby things in the store and I want to buy them and send them to him. How do you let go and move on, when you're constantly being reminded of it???
