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Sally,
I gotta agree with what you have said. Its not a void really in terms of ~who I am~ personaaly. My meeting my bmother and searching for my bfather does not mean I am search necesserily for ~self~ . That will not change no matter how much I learn about either side of the birthfamilies. I am who I am as a result of my genitics, my upbringing(which was "normal") and a result of what I have done with myself. DL...as you often say...I am 47, I have some idea of who I am!! ALthough, as I get older I realize that the capaicity for change does exist no matter how old one is.
The void that I experiance, is the lack of knowlege of my genetics. I often say I want to complete the picture ~of who I am~ meaning thw whole thing...my adopted self and my genetic self.
I don't know if I am explaining it right...but it is important to me that I do know.
Donna
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