[Brousseau]

HI everyone! My name is Susan and I am relatively new to this group. Me and my husband are trying to adopt a baby from Guatemala. We recently had a failed adoption after waiting 11/2 years for it. Four years ago we lost a baby when I was 51/2 mos. pregnant. Sometimes I also wonder if it is Gods will for us. I have sought out some connection with others that understand this kind of pain. We have both had a desire to be parents for a long while now. Sometimes at night I feel afraid of what if we do get to adopt. I am older and will I be able to handle it. In the morning when I get up, however I feel I can handle anything. I have been a little concerned as how our family pets, 4 big dogs and 5 cats will do around a little one. I know it will require vigilance on my part. We have had our animal babies a long time, and it would break my heart if there were any major problems. Anyway, I am grateful that there is a place to come for support and to support each other. I guess sometimes I just feel so tired of the emotional roller coaster ride but I'm not willing to quit trying. Thanks for listening. Anyone with new babies coming home to a home with pets or just dealing with similar issues feel free to respond. Thanks Susan B.