[love4]

Tricia,
You said her fears are magnified by her knowledge that you are withholding info. Sooooo true. It made me wonder and feel jealous. Knowing the truth is easier for me. I may feel upset or sad but at least I don't feel deceived. I can work through the truth. I feel unloved when I feel deceived and there are secrets. I am strong enough to handle the truth and work through it. I understand about self search. That is NOT the problem. Fear...Fear............Fear of losing. My daughter had a great family in us. I am not perfect for sure. I made mistakes but I certainly gave her a good life and I loved her dearly. I still do. love4