[Elissa1111]

Hello all!
I just had a thought and I am feeling a little lonely tonight. My 2 foster kids left and this is my first night with only two out of the 4 kids, we got all of them( 3 month old, 14 girl, 9 girl and 4 week old ) within 7 weeks. That was over 7 months ago. My husband is at work and I just needed to talk. I had the sister for 7 months and from day one have know they were going back. Which is the point of foster care in the first place. They were good kids for the most part only got real bad when they know it was getting close to going home. Normal I assume. Back to my thought. Why is their not much worry about the foster parents?? We are more than happy to take these kids in and make them a part of the family 100% and we do. Then you get a call saying ok the kids are going back get them ready we'll be over in a little bit. I mean that it was about 40 minutes. I have been telling mysefl to get ready for this and yet I'm not but I am. I don't know if any of this is coming out right. I just wish someone would ask something. I don't know what just are you ok. Our family didn't even have a second to say bye. It is very strange the system that is. I loved having the girls and I am so happy they got what they wanted for Christmas.

Thanks for listening
Elissa
foster/adopt 11 month old
foster 7 month old