Tiffany,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss! Your dilemma is a very unique and difficult one. I pray that God will lead you to the right decision, and that He will be all the strength that you need to get through this. You can e-mail me at
jen@wildclover.org if you would like to talk with me about this - I can try to help if I can, or just be a listening ear!
Love,
Jennifer