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These have been the lessons of my life..
Its the way I dealt with the guilt.. I thought I had control back then..Thats what I felt guilty about.. But I know with all my heart that what happened was meant to be.. Supposed to happen..
And its funny.. My bson totally understands..
Pray to God but continue to row to shore..
Or
Pray to Allah but tie your camel..
We need to do the work as well.. Keep working on ourselves so the negative (self defeating) thoughts don't keep coming..
You did an amazing thing love4.. You took that girl in when she needed a mom.. You took her into your heart.. I don't think she understands that yet.. I was mad at my mom for years.. All of it was her fault..
All of my bad stuff was her fault.. A child's way of thinking..
Jackie
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