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I agree with you Jackie. I wish I could control my daughter's actions but I realize just how powerless I am to do that. What I feel in control of is my actions and how I respond. I can change myself. I am choosing to let go little by little. It's hard but it's a journey I have to take to be set free. I realize her birthmom cannot be controlled unless she allows it. She is controlled by guilt. I feel bad for her and I wish I could help but that is a journey she has to take. I feel bad for my daughter but she made her choice. It is scary to walk away from the daughter I love. It feels so wrong but I know it is right. I can't make her feel something she won't or can't. I do walk away but my door is open to love always as I have promised.
There is no anger for no one. Sadness.............no anger. A respect for each of the triad as we walk our journey............each in our own way.

Thanks Jackie!!