[poullafouca]

We have been matched, home studied, the baby is due in mid January. We have a nursery that looks pretty gorgeous....

All is well on the adoption front; I guess I mean I take it each day at a time.

I just got back from England; My dad died, I rushed there, he died ten hours after I got there. His funeral was friday.

So here I am shell shocked, in a state of shock, even though he had been ill with a fatal disease for a while.

I feel so sad that our forthcoming baby will not have the joy of the beautiful grandparent that my father would have made.

Looking to connect back with the joy of it all. Anyone got any ideas....


Poulla