[Candiekisses]

I am a b-mom ISO 21 yr old daughter,,Whom I love VERY dearly,I think of her daily!
Wondering does she look like me?
Does she think about me?
Is she searching for me?
Does she want to meet me?
I am having feelings today,that I have never felt and I am scared to death...This morning I read a post from an a-child,after meeting his/her parents he/she felt NOTHING...(How can you feel nothing???)Is what I asked myself? But after thinking about it,I realized this,I have known and thought about my child for 21 yrs,,,she may not even know about me,Or if she does know about me,I KNOW for a fact,That she doesn't know just how much I love her,or that I am thinking about her always,,,,, I never thought about the view of the a-child,Maybe she is comletely happy and doesn't need me coming in messing up her happy life,God it just kills me to think this way,,,,,, I guess what I need to know from you the adoptee is, would you want your b-mom to search for you????and if she found you,would you want her to make contact w/ you??? PLease I need your veiws on this!
Candie a b-mom searching!
ISO daughter born in Aug 1983