[condetti123]

I just wanted to write and let you know that I am thinking about you. I have not been able to get online a lot in the last week or two and have not been on your yahoo website in a while. I was born into a closed adoption and also had a closed adoption with my daughter sixteen years ago. I hope that you know who I am now. It is very hard to deal with and you seem to go up and down. I suppressed a lot of my pain, anger, and guilt for a very long time until just a few years ago. I was so glad to find this forum. I found many people that held me up and sometimes others helped me lift out of times I was severely depressed about the relinquishment of my daughter. I am here for you if you want to chat sometime. I know what you are going through and I will be here for you anytime that you need me. It is a tough road that unfortunately we will continue to travel for the rest of our lives, but we have one another to help. Hugs!!!