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How do you learn to deal with always wondering what your bio child would look like?
You can probably tell from all my posts today that I am having a day of turmoil, doubt and desolation.
I am not infertile, I have three sons. As most of you probably know I long for a daughter. We had a setback yesterday, and now I am wondering if the all the hurdles of adoption will ever end. I keep wondering what my biological daughter would look like. I broke down at dinner just now, gazing at my 2/12 yr old son, and wondering if his bio sister would have those same long lashes... At the same time, I always wanted to foster or adopt a child or children. It's just something that has always been a part of me, I'm sure some of you understand what I am saying. When you are infertile you have to deal with those feelings of wondering... How do you do it?
Kat
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