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Old 10-01-2004, 09:19 PM
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Pity Party here.... In need of prayer! !

Oh the wait???? How do you do it?????
I get so frustrated sometimes, I just want to scream.
I know that all good things come to those who wait.... But I am tired too.... Tired of worring, tired of jumping everytime the phone rings, tired of waiting.....
Sometimes I think why keep up this roller coaster of emotions.. Not just for me but my boys too...
I have all faith in God and his timing.. Believe you me I have learned that the hard way in more ways than one.
But you know sometimes it all just bears down on you like the whole world is resting on your shoulders.
Why does this have to be such a roller coaster ride for some many of us???? Why oh why that is the question today on my mind......
I don't know why I am sitting here at almost midnight and just rambling on, well I do know why and that is why cause I don't know how to keep waiting... Except I guess I just have to take it one day at a time.... But how????
I doubt very seriously if any of this makes an sence to anyone...
I just needed to get it off of my mind. Now maybe I can sleep...
Please pray for me....
Thank You,
Gina
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