[michellemartin]

I will admit that sometimes I walk past the baby aisle and think I wish I had a reason to buy this stuff- she's only 3 months now. So yeah sometimes I'm sad that she's not here, but I'm not sad that I'm not her Mommy. Does that make any sense? I'm not sure I can truly say I Love Her. Sometimes I think something must be wrong with me to feel that I dont love her as I do my daughter. I would be sad if she were to die or something terrible were to happen. But I dont feel a huge connection as some others I've talked to do.