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I am so sorry to hear of your hard situation. Its nice to know you can find some comfort, security, peace, and love with your husband. Can I ask why you are not open to therapy? It really isn't as taboo as it sounds! It can be really helpful to you. It can help you sort out your past and help you to understand that it is not your fault. It will help you regain the self confidence these people in your life seemed to strip away from you! You never know, down the road, you may be open to adoption, or maybe even being foster parents so you can do just the opposite for these children as was done to you. What a POSITIVE impact you could have on the life of a child. There are also big brother/sister proigrams you could join as well. Just a thought. You seem like a very intelligent strong person, and I would hate for the people that did you wrong to influence the decisions in your life even to this day!!! Hope that made sense!!! Best wishes. Kathy
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