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I have actually been back 2 times and also I have seen my family. They live in Calcutta. Have you been to Varanasi? I am trying to get some info on going there.
I live in Florida.
I have siblings but I do not even communicate with them so it is like I have no siblings. I really do not have a relationship with them. I feel sort of jealous of my sister because she grew up with my brother. No matter what there is always something to wish for in life it seems!
I love the Indian culture and wish that I could be around it more. I feel so seperate from it.
I also went through the feelings of not feeling like I belong here or there so I totally understand what you are talking about.
I felt I wasn't really Indian nor was I really American!
Great talking with you!
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