I'm happy with my choice!!!
I also do not regret.
I have my daughter and she is all I ever wanted. Lots of people in my life asked how can you give that one away and have kept the first? I was 17 the first time around. No position to be parenting then, but I did it, and I knew this time would be easier and that I did not HAVE to place her, but its what I wanted to do. If her parents told me I would never see her again I doubt I would be angry, for that is their choice now. I chose to give up any child I may have when my first was about a year old. I knew then I didnt want to be a mommy a second time around. Although I've recently decided if I can find myself a sugar daddy I guess I'd be willing to be a stay at home mom
. Just kidding there, but I really wouldnt mind staying home, so if ya'll know any rich men that just want to hand out money, I guess I could live with not working LOL. But really no more babies! I dont have any good reason for giving her up either. I cant say I couldnt afford it, I cant say I wouldnt have made a good mommy- because I'm already the worlds greatest mommy (well at least according to my 6 yr old- we'll see what she thinks in 10 yrs) I definitely have room in my home to bring another child here, it wasnt about giving her a better life, rather giving me a better life I guess. And for that I feel like I'm supposed to feel guilty, but I dont. I just didnt want to be a mom again. I wonder how that will come about when she asks why- if she ever asks why. I have an open adoption. Hopefully by then I'll know what to say.