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GMH,
It seems you really like New York, don't believe everything you see on the telly, its not really like that, too much. Maybe its cause I live here, I don't see it the way others do. I don't know about my daughter, I'm not sure what she wants out of all this, she lives just a few minutes away, and has never called me, I only talk to her on the computor. Its hard, cause I really don't know what my place is, in her life. She doesn't say a whole lot, and its hard to read between the lines, I really don't want to mess up her life, she has a good amom, and I'm sure her heart belongs there. I kind of feel like an outsider, looking through a window. Its hard to explain. I wish there was a guide book on this sort of thing, but seeing as there isn't, I will have to play it by ear. Who knows what tomorrow will bring. I don't know if there are ever any really happy endings to any of our stories. I guess its all about finding out. After that, its up to the people involved, if they want more. Some days its enough to drive you batty.
Colleen
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