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Whoo hold on girls no-ones getting cranky its just me blurting if it
feels personal its not.I think if were are looking for blame Not that blame is a good thing )here then its got to be with my B-mom she was 21 when it happened and was pushed into by her mother.To clear up another point the anger stuff wasn't coming from any of her children it was from her siblings.I side with Robin in what she said about her kids thats cool and when you do stuff with your kids the appreciation you can see on there faces is priceless.I'm not mad at her I think I'm mad at myself I only wanted to contct her in the begining for medical information only
I talked to several people close to me about it ,they said that was cold and I should talk and try to get to know her .I should have trusted my instincts on the contact basis then left it.I do have the same thing looming with contact my birth father I only know his first name and that he probably doesn't know I exsist.As Terri said my limit is up so if by a miracle I find him it will
be for medical info only then the door closes welded shut forever.
What you guys also might not understand is I was adopted in New Zealand the law is different there once the adoptee is 18 yrs either birth parent or adoptee can apply and get the original birth certifcate ,the the social services will search all goverment records and newspapers for you.So if we all think about this nice and calm like she could have contacted me 14years ago .So i add all this up to whats gone on and my limit is about to be broken.Thanks alot for listening to me garble on and nothing I have said is directed in personal or nasty why toward anyoe person or being,thats not in my nature.
quote of the day
Adoptee's Don't choose start it but we can finish it.
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