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Searching is frustrating
I know searching is one of the most frustrating endeavors out there. Its almost like being stuck in traffic. You don't know how long you will be there or what is ahead or why you are there, but there is always something to be learned from even the slightest thing such as being stuck in traffic, PATIENCE!
Sometimes the things you work the hardest for are the things that mean the most. I realize you are frustrated now. Take a couple of days/ or even a couple of weeks and relax clear your mind. Start again with a new mind that isn't functioning on its last wire. I use to call it my recoop and regroup time when I was searching.
There were many night I after thinking I had something and it came out to nothing I would lay in bed at night and cry my eyes out. Finally I realized that this isn't healthy, Even though I want this more than anything and I will search until I find my sister, I need to live as well. She is living so why shouldn't I. Remember that.
Don't give up.
Hugs and God Bless
Terri
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