Hi Laura, I just read your post and I want to tell you that I do feel for you. I haven't been a bmom, I am an adoptee, but keep posting, there are alot of great ladies here and lots of support.
(((hugs))) ~Julie
I just looked at your profile, I see that you are also an adoptee. Hey, you'll have all kinds of us to talk to! Take care hun. Keep posting your feelings, it helps alot. ~Julie