I'm feeling ya. I've had some pretty grusome things happen to me in my life time. I really don't talk about it much - most people don't know - others have read me like a book.... I can't just blame one thing for the way that I am cause there are many factors involved
Ya know we can only do what we can do....... We can't control other people........ And we are the only ones who can fix ourselves (assuming we even need fixing)
I've been trying to pick up the peices for as long as I can remember. I have so many dark secrets. I hate it!!!!! It does seem to me that as I get older it's a little more easy to put stuff into perspective. I got saved 3/28/04. Your right that has helped alot with just letting alot of stuff go....... Some days it's absolute freedom..... Other days it all gets the best of me all over again.
Later,
Courtney
