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Hello Everyone...
I was adopted at age five by my father. I've always lived with my biological mother, who felt the healthiest thing for me was to always be honest about where I come from. I was constantly reminded that I was adopted, that when my dad adopted me she had to as well, (for legal reasons),and that my biological father left us because he wanted nothing to do with us.
Now, at age 24, I wish she would have kept it a secret. Every relationship I've ever had I have a breaking point. Usually around a year...I start analyzing everything and feeling like I'm being shorthanded by my boyfriend.
As a result, i have lost several great people in my life.
There is definately a correlation. I searched and reunited with my biological father two years ago in an effort to clean this part of my life up. It didn't work. I've now been single for almost a year-this has been the lonliest time of my life.
I hate to say this, but most of the time i feel like a f@%!ed up lost case.
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