I'm with you
Hey Girl,
I read your post and was astonished at how much we have in common. I'm 23 and have been living life just the way you have since I was very young.
I've never before considered the fact that my adoption may have something to do with it. I don't (or can't) cry; I feel like people are constantly staring at me, and I'm always sabotaging my personal relationships.
All I can tell you is this: there are friends out there that will be able to comfort you. Even if they don't completely understand, an open ear and an open heart are almost as helpful. And, don't be afraid to try different therapists...people rarely find the right one the first try. There's nothing wrong with searching around...even the therapists will understand. They only want what's best for you and what makes you the most comfortable.
Best of Luck,
EmeraldEyes
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