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Hello all, I have been talking with my therapist lately about my adoption issues. I am an adoptee. I always thought I was not upset at my b/mom, just confused and wanted info. Lately I am realizing that I am upset and in some ways mad, and I am not completely sure why? Does anyone else feel this way, are you upset too? I surely do not want to bash b/moms, I have no reason to do so, I know it is a difficult desisicon to give up your child. So why am I so upset. I am getting closer and closer in my search which has been going on now for six years. Maybe it is just anxiety? I just know that I am allot more upset than I thought I was and it is very hard for me to understand all of this. I don't want to be mad, I know I didn't have the best childhood with my a/family, things are much better now, and I know my feelings about the whole issue changed when I had my own kids. Just thought i'd vent and see if someone has some insight for me
Thanks all