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Old 06-23-2004, 02:53 AM
mel77 mel77 is offline
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Absolutely I will do so ...but I have searched high and low for a better site....would be easier to start my own it seems....(will let you know if I do that too!)....but yeah..it's tough ...they were more than just my first memories..they were my first *good* memories...they actually started me in pre-school ....and spoiled me with ice cream and toys and all sorts of stuff...it's because of them that I have a childhood animal blanket....they taught me my ABC's....and even though I remember their first names..the last name is difficult....turning up nothing over and over again...

It's really weird....as I said before I actually have *zero* desire to find my bio. mom ....I mean the only thing I could ever think of to "thank her" for was letting me go! And even then, I don't think those words would ever come out.... I guess bottom line is I just can't really think of anything nice I'd want to say to her...so why say anything at all ...would much rather devote my time and energy to finding someone I once truly loved and think about every day. Good luck in your search...truly.
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