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should I / shouldn't I
I am a birth mom searching for her son. yes, my son . no matter what he was my son first. I hope to reunite some day. He is now 25 and yes I'm scared. If he were to contat me I would first like him to know why he was given up. I want him to know that for 24 hours he was all mine and I just held and smelled him as much and as tight as I could. I was 13 so I really didn't have a choice. I wanted to keep him but my parents wouldn't let me.
What would I hope to achieve out of the reunion? I want to know how his life was every day, moment and year. I would like for him to get to know me and my family and if he's willing to have relationship with me and give me another chance.
Do I think about him? You bet I do all the time and for the two years everyday because the name I gave him at birth is my password on my computer.
I hope yours goes well, good luck....
Last edited by olloyd : 06-17-2004 at 01:44 PM.
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