what's up with the site, didn't post entire post???
"I think faith doesn't mean doing what you know God wants you to do. I think it means stepping on out there not knowing if God is gonna catch you. Otherwise it's not faith, it's a certainty. Does that make any sense?"
Manon
I agree with most of your intrepretation of faith, EXCEPT that I think that it means stepping on out there and KNOWING that God is gonna catch you, I know He always catches me.
"If God was small enough to understand, He wouldn't be big enough to worship. This situation is in the best hands it can be in, the same hands that created the Heavens and the Earth. He knows every tear you've shed and has heard the cries of your heart."
mj77
That is faith. Ask and you shall receive(not always when your ready)
I truly believe that God does what's best for us even if we don't think it's best for us. I believe in fate, no matter what we do we can't change much of it, if it's meant to be.... I know that it doesn't always make sense but God and His works are a mystery. He does have a plan for you. Your post moved me to tears, you should use some of it in the letter. I truly felt the love you have for your daughter, and you must follow your heart. Maybe explain that you feel an enormous burden placed on you because this letter can take away any chances of you bringing your beloved angel home, explain the heartache to you and your extended family. I'm not very good at expressing myself when I know that it's important so I know how you feel. I really can't help you with that, some of the other suggestions seemed very good, but I do feel that mentioning that you would take another child, to a country that values their children might not be a good idea. I feel it does take away from the feelings you have to your daughter, and if you feel that way to you should listen to your heart, God is there. I'm so sorry that this is so hard for you and it doesn't seem fair
I will pray for you tonight, God bless and Gods speed. Sincerely Rosa