ready to let go!!
Hi,
I have a 13 year old that treats me the same way and have had for almost 2 years. He is actually my husbands nephew. We adopted him and his brother, his brother is 11 with the mentallity of a 5 year old. My 13 yr old is very abusive to me and his brother. He was also abusive to his foster mom. We have trie everything under the sun to help him and i love more than words can say, but where do we go from here. Honestly, I want him out of my home so he can't hurt his brother and the pets anymore. He is verbally and mentally and sometimes pshysically abusive. We ahve done for him and done for him and he still wants more and treats me like I'm dirt. Sometimes worse. I love him so much and it hurts me to know he is suffering inside. But now I just want him out of the house and away from us. To meet him for the first time you would think he was the best child ever. I feel like I am giving up and I told him and myself I would never do that, but now I just want out of the adoption and to have him gone. I know alot of people out there think I'm the worst mom in the world for feeling this way but I'm sorry I can't cope anymore.
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