[Judilyn]

I appreciate your responses and PM so much. I spent a lot of time this weekend researching RAD and I think you are right, that is what we could be dealing with.

Tu. I am calling a therapist that works wiht RAD kids. It will be a 1 hour drive for me one way but well worth it. I feel so bad for her. I wish I knew what to do to unlock all the hurt locked into her tiny soul.

I know at times I get so frustrated because she just will not follow the simplest of rules. And nothing we do seems to work.

Boy, I hate to admit it but this is the place to get support from other a moms. There have been times when I've regretted the adoption. Not her, just the commitment. HAVE ANY OF YOU EVER FELT THIS DESPERATE? But I am her true mom, I'm in it through thick and thin. I'm in it for the long haul.

I love her and with God's help I will see her through. I can do all things through Christ.