[numbr1dbcksfan]

Elle,

I agree with the others, you should talk to a couselor about this feeling. Not just that, but your doctor, too. This feeling can be CAUSED by hormones and since you said you are on the pill there are many issues that could be causing this...You took it and missed pills...that would cause a hormone shift....the pills could have too high of a hormone level....changes like this are a side effect.

I dont think it is about proving that you CAN have a baby...no doubt, that you can. But you shouldnt do everything that you CAN do! If this is about an urge, you should be able to over come these things and if you cant...(you said it is never enough to fulfill) then there may be other issues at play...namely fluxuating hormones.

If you were ready to have a baby, i would venture to guess that you wouldn't be trying so hard to prove yourself to everyone. Talk with a counselor and your boyfriend and your mother... they would ALL be affected by your decision.