[Tharris]

I'm having trouble healing from my emotional pain from being adopted. I have been through many psychological programs, but the pain is still there. I try so hard to let go of the past but it hurts to much to let go when I despreatly want to know who my birthparents are. I feel depressed all the time because no one really understands my grief. What is the point of living everyone who shows love to me I just blow them off due to trust reasons. Is that a serious problem? Can someone please offer me some guidance through my situations.

Thanks