Hello! I can really relate to what you've all said...I have problems w/ depression and self destructive behavior since I was about 14...I'm now 26...I've been in therapy for about 10 years and have been on various meds...still haven't gotten a combo that works...I was diagnosed w/ Bipolar II about 3 years ago, but am not sure if I have that b/c my main problem is still depression...
I def have and continue to suffer from low self esteem, fear of abandonement, amoung other things...This have kinda been worse lately w/ the ups and downs of reunion...
My husband and I are currently in marriage counseling...we both have our prob...but sometimes I don't know why he puts up w/ my moods...My husband is the only real relationship I've ever had...we went to high school together...before him every guy I would date...I would sabatoge the relationship early on for no known reason...
I would love to further discuss these topics w/ ya'll...Glad to know once again that I'm not alone...so glad we have eachother!!!
~Erin