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I DON'T SEE IT AS A SLAP IN THE FACE FOR MY APARENTS AT ALL. MY APARENTS ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I WAS ADOPTED AND LOVED BY THEM AND ALSO MY BMOM. MY ADAD HAD A LITTLE MORE TROUBLE WITH THE THOUGHT THAT I HAD BEGUN SEARCHING FOR MY BFAMILY BUT IT WASN'T CAUSE IT WAS A SLAP IN THE FACE IT WAS CAUSE HE LOVES ME AND IS SCARED THAT I'LL GET HURT OR REJECTED BY THE UNKNOWN. MY AFAMILY PROVIDED FOR ME TO THE BEST OF THEIR ABILITY(AND I WAS A HANDFULL ALOT OF THE TIME) BUT IT WAS BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME AND THEY DON'T LOVE ME ANY LESS BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOW WHERE I CAME FROM!!IF ANYTHING MY AMOM IS EXCITED FOR ME AND IS JUST AS INTRESTED TO KNOW WHO THE WONDERFUL WOMAN IS THAT GAVE HER ME!!!!!
NOW IF ANYTHING I'M SCARED THAT MY BMOM WILL WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. BUT I TRUELY PRAY THAT IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!!! HOPEFULLY MY BMOM WANTS TO MEET ME AS MUCH AS I WANT TO MEET HER.
SO MY REPLY TO YOU IS THAT THERE'S ABSOLUTLY NOTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TO SHOW YOUR APRECIATION AND LOVE TO BOTH APARENTS AND BPARENTS AT THE SAME TIME CAUSE BOTH PARTIES HAVE MAJOR ROLES IN WHO YOU ARE TODAY!!
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