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Glad I found this...
This is so hard for me this year. I am having a really tough time and I didn't even think I would. Last year at this time I had yet to hear from the CI who contacted by birthmother. In July, I was informed that my birthmother was refusing contact of any sort. her huband (not my father) refused to let her (?) But I do know that she has two other daughters and several grandchildren, so I am sure her Mother's Day will be special. I am having anger about that. That I can't even send a card.
It's very much a two-time relinquishment and I an really having trouble accepting it.
My adoptive Mother, on the other hand, is the most wonderful woman I know and I celebrate almost EVERY day with her, as she is not well and aging quickly. We are closer than ever after many hard knocks for many years. I am so grateful for my time with her. She has given me a very special life.
Radiodoll
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