[AmyRae613]

thanks so much lisa!! she is a completely solid 12 pound baby. lol she is so cute. yes, that is one of the newest pics. that picture was taken at lunch on friday when her and naedean came up to have lunch with me. i miss her alot today. it doesn't help that my cousin and her baby are out here in oregon visiting. i went up and saw them at my grandma's last tuesday. i didn't think i was really that bothered by it that much until i started to think about it this weekend. her lil girl is two weeks older than kaylee. tomorrow my family is doing a bday party for my grandma. mom asked me if i was going to come and i told her no. not because i do not want to go, but with having heather and the baby there...it is too hard for me to be there. i have not had any problems with any other babies up until now. mom thinks it is because heather and baby are family where the other babies that i know are not. i have those jealous feelings that she kept hers and i made the choice to place. things will get better. i am back at taking my meds...and so those will kick in soon. =)

anyways...back to work! talk to you soon!!