[Jiga42]

The only info from my adoption i have is a typewritter written paper that looks like it was processed by someone w/o a college degree full of the mostly insignificant facts about my bmom. I think her name is Eileen Hill who was about 5'6 180 brwn hair and eyes who wore glasses. It says she was 22 when she had me along w/ a few other miniscule facts that won't help me in finding out why i am the kind of person i am. I'm a sociologist very interested in the whole "Nature vs Nurture" theory.
I would assume she has married and changed her surname to further complicate things.
But how is it fair that i never even knew one single thing about my bfather? Is this being kept from me for a reason, if so why? He couldn't be much more of a **** up than me? What about genetics? Isn't it important that i find out something more than just the fact that my bfather was a male, i don't even know that for sure, just assuming. I know absolutely 100% nothing about my bfather, and that is reason enough for suicide if people don't get real w/ me soon.

"Could I have been anyone other than me"
Dave Matthews, Dancing Nancies