I don't believe your feelings are racist. In fact I feel that it is best to admit you feel this way. I feel I would not be able to properly parent a child outside of my race, I greatly admire the families who are able to do that. Adoption is very personal, and it is extremely imporatant to have a good match. The best matches are made by being totally honest with yourself and your past. If you were matched with a blue child when you really wanted a purple one, who would suffer? The child. Be open and up front with your caseworker.
