new ties keep conecting us to the adopting parents. we met through my doctor. he has known them for like 15 years. he is even going to be her god father. and now we are finding out that alot of family and family friends know them very well. we talked about vists and they seemed to be very into it. thwy are soon moving out of state, but they asked if i wanted to stay at their new house for a day or 2 when they get moved in. so i guess i really shouldnt worry that much... i just wouldnt be able to live if they closed the adoption. tomarrow i have to sign the papers... so i am upset about that too... but i just dont know what to think anymore...
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