[LosTAzNGrrL]

I don't know what my problem is..I just never feel safe, ya know? I'm always stressed always have been all my life and I am an adoptee I'm 22 years old now and was brought into an American home which I have no regrets of. I'm Korean born there but not raised and I was raped when I was 20 I believe it was. And I just never really talked about it much never really had anyone to confide into. I just kinda never wanted to deal with it in a way. And then with the whole being adopted when I was younger and now I just want to find my parents and I just am so emotional and crying constantly I can't deal with anything and I don't know why. A part of me feels like something is wrong with my biological parents and everything makes me cry and no don't worry I'm not pregnant or anything I just feel so empty and alone most of the time with no one to really confide into about this. Mainly due to the fact I don't know many people who are adopted..so any help or suggestions would be grateful, thanks everyone!