[jkkclinton]

I just need to vent right now. I'm terrified of going to Russia tomorrow without my 4 year old daughter. I am having severe separation anxiety and regret ever making the decision to go without her but it's too late now. I wish I would have told my husband to do the first trip alone or gotten her to come on both trips. This is killing me. I don't even know how to deal with it. I'm ready to throw up and I can't even be in the room with her right now because all I'm doing is crying and I don't want her to see that. I know I sound like a three year old and the truth is that Kaylee is a bigger girl than I am. I just want to run and hide with her. I'm sorry y'all for being such a baby. Thank you for listening.

Krista