Anastasia,
I am so sorry to hear this happen to you. I don't know anything about you, but I do know what you are going through. I have had 6 miscarriages, the longest pregnancy was with twins at 19 months. They found the problem after the last miscarriage, I was allergic to my husbands cells. It sounds strange, but true. My body would reject my husbands cells and would result in miscarriage. After that, I could not get pregnant and was later (3 years) diagnosed with cervical cancer. I am not saying that this would happen to you!!! I just want you to know that I understand what you are going through. Nothing anyone tells you will make the hurt go away. I was told that my blood tests was not going up and that I would probably lose the baby, but I kept believing that the doctors were wrong. We now just finished adopting a sibling group of two from Russia. God had other plans for us and we just didn't realize it, til now. I miss the idea of carrying a baby and feeling it grow in my stomach, but I love my 2 and 3 year old angels. Maybe, if you would like another child, you would consider adoption. I know it does not help you with what you are going through right now, but it may stear you in another direction and help you through this ordeal. Again, I am so sorry for what you are going through, but you will survive and you still have your other two angels to keep you going. If there is anything that I can do for you, or you would like to talk, you can e-mail me
denise_reilly@comcast.net and I would be happy to talk with you. Take care and I will keep you in my prayers. Denise