[paige100]

i just wanted to tell the ending of my story. After I had heard that A didn't want the visit, it took me all of 2 minutes to decide to call her, and about a week to get the courage to do it. We talked for a long while, and for the first time in 11 months, this whole thing finally made sense. It isn't about who gets what title or who is more important, it is about Libby. This precious little girl that we both love more than anything. I didn't make those promises of visits and contact to A, I made them to Libby. I finally get it. I was so busy trying to be her one and only that I lost sight of what she means to me. No one will ever change the way I feel about this little princess, I love her more than anything. I felt like the smallest most terrible person in the world for placing my original post. Loving Libby means wanting the best for her, no matter what. The best news of this whole situation comes in the form of a beautiful silver frame that is now sitting on Libby's dresser. It contains a picture of an 11 month old angel with the two happiest women in the world...her mommies...the visit was perfect....