Now that Shannon has reinstated contact....and has said that she no longer holds a grudge over the fact that I sent Mary Ellen the letter, I
REALLY want to ask her what happened when her mom talked to Mary Ellen.
I am so curious to know what Mary Ellen's reaction to the letter was -- I mean I
know she wigged out, but I would like to know if there was
anything positive that she felt from it. Did it bring her any peace at all hearing from me, and knowing, from my own words, that I would never tell her children about my existance, and that her "secret" is safe with me. I wonder if she believes me, or if my letter made her more fearful.
I am wondering about the "shock factor" -- finding out that I am (and have been) so close all these years and what she had to say about all that.
I wonder about whether -- now that Mary Ellen knows where I grew up -- if she asked Judy if she knew me? I would think she would have....I mean she knows I went to the same school as Judy's daughter, and in a school of only 400 kids --- where Judy was so involved ---- you would think she would ask Judy if she knew me! I wonder what Judy
told her? Did she say she knew me back in the day? Did she tell her that she'd been to my parents home? I am
SURE she didn't tell her that she had contact with me, but I am wondering if she told her anything about me from when I was young?
I wonder about that conversation -- or if the subject has come up any more.
So many questions......
Do you think I should ask Shannon? Or will that slam the door shut again?
Hugs,
Sal