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Dear friend,
I am 53 yrs old and knew from the age of 8 that I was adopted. My adoptive mother died when I was 9, and my adoptive father died 10 years ago. I too felt that as long as they were alive, it would be wrong to search for my birth parents.
I have since, waivered as to search or not. Last year my granddaughter 10 was diagnosed with Chrohns Disease after being extremely ill for 10 months. Of coarse, that became my new reason to search..simply for medical history.
I am still unsure if I want to search and often fear whatever I may uncover. I started a more intense search this last week and have come up with absolutely nothing. But then, I am only beginning. So, as far as feeling unsure or scared....yep, I feel both of those emotions
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