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sad
it is sad you live in such fear and with such little control of the situation. i don't think you have screwed things up just because you opened lines of communication. i suppose continue being respectful as you are and allowing them to make the boundries (since they are in the drivers seat) might be your best bet.
i have a one year old adopted son. the birth parents are very nice. i really like them a lot. but i don't feel comfortable. i am not jealous, i am sad for them. i feel like i took their baby. it's ackward, but i don't wish it away. i try to pretend to feel normal, but i know they see through me. it just isn't easy for everyone involved. i love my son and i will do whatever is best for him. right now, i feel contact is fine. i want him to know they care.
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