[baby17]

I want to search for my birth parents but the problem is my adoptive mother does not want me to. I have tried to explain to her that I am not trying to replace her but she is against it. I have always known she has felt this way I was just hoping now that I am 29 she would be securer enough in our relationship. I have always hoped my birthmother would look for me and this would have eased the situation but I don't think she is looking for me. I wanted to take my one shot with the intermediary to open my records and have them contact my birthparents but on the other hand I don't want to break my adoptive mother's heart. Any help on this?
Thank You
December 1974 Baby