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Re: I am feeling dread...
Originally Posted By Birth mother Jamie
My semi open is great we are pen pals & know each other on A first & middle name basis .Our visits are on neutral ground.I have no desire to know my Bsons adress.We love each other so much & his family & I feel so comfortable together.I just seen my bson for the first time A week ago since his birth 71/2 months ago.I fed him tutti frutti & played with him & his wonderful A family.I can say that after my visit my greif was cut down 80% .I no longer feel like I'm dealing with a death since I could not reach out & touch him.Now that I got to hold him & kiss him again I am healed.I will patiently wait until early winter or late fall for our next visit wich may be at a Chuckee Cheese or something.It is & has been a very possitive experience for our entire triad.We deal with an agency who is great.We are like a big family,agency workers & all.
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